Day 4

I think you haven't read any of my diary pages till now. It's sad I thought you would. Anyways I'll keep writing . Do you know what I found today ? I found that loneliness is quite deceptive on its sadism part. You get nonchalant melancholy from solitude and you never know how. I'm talking about happiness in little things . Cheap spirits and some junk from downside road with some known people gives feeling of rendezvous of Expensive wine in a plush hotel with tint of caviar and vodka shots. You can have those for what you earn but sometimes It doesn't make you happy. I think rather than dying on silk bed of 5000£ I'd prefer a warm hand worth millions of smile. They say I'm greedy everyone says that. I know I'm so today I accepted something for happiness of others and loss of mine and you know what It felt good better than silence of words in my ear. It touched my heart and touche TO THE AWESOMENESS. I've learned this from you I think and I'm so proud of having you too but to my sin you don't read this shit right now if you one day I'd surely like to see a smile on that face which makes people blush. I won't boring you so that's all I wanted to say today .

Bye Las!!!